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[September 17th, 2007 @ 1:58pm] |
Post a comment and I shall...
one - Tell you why I friended you.
two - Associate you with a song/film.
three - Tell a random fact about you.
four - Describe a first memory about you.
five - Associate you with a character/pairing.
six - Ask something I have always wanted to know about you.
seven - Tell you my favorite user pic of yours
eight - As a rejoinder, you must spread this disease in your own journal.
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[September 11th, 2007 @ 8:32pm] |
myles achanzar: listen my dick is amazing/ dont think its small just cause im asain
myles achanzar: its pretty fat doesnt need to be weighed in
myles achanzar: i whip it out on special occasions
myles achanzar: when they see it fat bitches bend over
myles achanzar: then i smoke her like a fat sack a dojah
myles achanzar: i pack it like a gun and i dont need a holsta
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[September 9th, 2007 @ 9:03pm] |
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I GOT BANNED CAPSLOCK FRIDAY
WHAT THE FUCK I'M PRACTICALLY RELATED TO AN ORIGINAL CAPSLOCKER FUCKING NIGGERS!@!klh$lkjHFDLKSJFH
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[June 18th, 2007 @ 1:25am] |
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Adult School starts tomorrow. I should go to bed soon. This should be interesting. Hopefully I'll find something to amuse myself during the 7 1/2 hours I have to amuse myself.
Anyways I really need to go to bed. Goodnight.
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| whine whine whine |
[June 16th, 2007 @ 1:51am] |
i hate livejournal
there's seriously nothing ever to talk about
BASICALLY i fucked up my life and got kicked out of robertson and now i'm stuck with this adult school bullshit and i need 26.5 more credits which is going to take a long time. i won't be able to graduate by the end of the summer, i'll probably go crazy at adult school and fuck this up too, because i always fuck up everything, and i'm considering giving up now, but i figure i should try it and see how it goes.
i mean, at least it's something to do during the day.
i'm just in a really bad mood right now. everyone graduated and i fucked up.
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[May 27th, 2007 @ 8:28am] |
BayCon was last night and it was hilarious. I got pretty fucking drunk. Now it's like 8:30 and I'm awake. I don't know why. I want to go back to sleep.
I hate the internet.
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[April 22nd, 2007 @ 2:02pm] |
I feel cheated, but I don't know what I've been cheated of.
4/20 was great. There was a huge cloud of smoke over Golden Gate Park at 4:20. There were so many people there. It was amazing to watch. It was a beautiful day. I was really fucking stoned.
I remember my 4/20 last year but I don't remember my 4/20 two years ago...
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[April 10th, 2007 @ 4:00pm] |
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I'm pretty hungry, but I'm too lazy to make something to eat. I made myself a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich but I'm still hungry. Today was stupid. Days are stupid. I honestly don't have anything to write. Fuck the internet.
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[February 17th, 2007 @ 6:54pm] |
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oooh god this is so hilarious. my brother and his lady friend are spitting on eachother and rolling around. they are such animals i wish i had someone to be an animal with right owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnwnwnnownownow
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| OH DEAR |
[February 13th, 2007 @ 5:47pm] |
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I'm so bored. I don't even have anything to say right now. There's no more pus in my throat everybody! Yaaay! I honestly have nothing to say. I've got the last disc of season 1 of Rome and I'm about to watch that shit. And then I'm gonna have to wait until Sundays for new episodes of Rome, Oooooh Noooo, also there was a new episode of I Love New York last night that I totally forgot about, shit! That show is great, or else my idea of what is great is really declining, but either way I'm entertained. Okay well I seriously don't have anything to say so I should go. Seriously. PS i like my new background, it's all swirly. I like swirlzorzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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[February 4th, 2007 @ 10:47pm] |
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So my throat has fucking pus in it, and it hurts to swallow. It's getting better, but it still fucking hurts and I am annoyed. I didn't do shit all weekend, I spent 2 hours at the walk in clinic yesterday and then they gave me a shot in the ass that was very long and painful. I'm really pissed just at the fact that there is pus in my throat. And I'm pretty much unhappy with everything and everyone right now. I'm totally not in the mood for school tomorrow. I don't want to do fucking anything tomorrow. Nothing is going to happen and it's going to be a shitty day. I don't have any friends.
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[January 28th, 2007 @ 3:15pm] |
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so dig up your bones,
exume your pinecones, sadie
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[January 25th, 2007 @ 11:04pm] |
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[January 24th, 2007 @ 4:32pm] |
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So my birthday is coming up in one month and four days. I'm pretty excited about being 18, I guess, and I'm really hoping I'll have a good time. I'm just worried that my birthday won't turn out good. I haven't had a good birthday in so long. Not since I moved to California. So I'm hoping this one will be good, because it's my 18th and I'd just really like to be happy. I hope I can get enough money to get a Cannabis Card, but I lost a little over half of what I had saved (don't ask) and now I have to sell a bunch of edibles if I wanna make the money, and it's sure to be a fuckin pain in the ass. I'm still stressed/ annoyed about that. I really wanna get it on the day of my 18th birthday. And then go to the club and buy an eigth of some hella good weed. But that's pretty unlikely, I need $235 for all that and I have no idea how I'm gonna pull that off. I'm not really excited about my birthday like I was before. Now I'm worried.
In other news, I tried to brush my hair for the first time in at least two weeks or so. It was horribly frustrating. I started yelling in the shower, and now that I think of it that's kind of weird. So I've decided to give up on brushing my hair. It will just stay in a ponytail until I decide to put it in dreadlocks or shave it off. Fuck my hair.
I'm going to bead making soon which should be fun, but I don't even know because I'm in such in awful mood. As much as I love glass and torchworking, I don't know if I'm up for it. Four hours... it's going to be hard today.
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| FURRY CONVENTION |
[January 21st, 2007 @ 2:13pm] |
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Oh god I had so much fun. Here are some pictures to prove that FurCon is the happiest place on Earth.
( FurCon!! )
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[January 20th, 2007 @ 12:13pm] |
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everything feels fucked up right now. i feel like shit. i want things to work. i am going back to bed
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| Things to do in 2007 |
[January 1st, 2007 @ 12:31pm] |
Well it's the new year. Which really means nothing except now everyone's gonna talk about it being 2007, but what does that mean? Oh well. I had a nice night last night. I had to sleep on the floor and I woke up a lot but I slept okay.
Anyways, here are things I would like to happen in the year of 2007:
1. GRADUATE!!! This is possible. I will most likely do this... Unless! I get kicked out of Robertson. Then I'm fucked.
2. Get my driver's license. :/
3. Get a fucking job.
4. Abstain from meat and cigarettes.
5. Be healthier.
6. Have better posture and my back not hurt all the fucking time. Also stretch a lot.
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[December 25th, 2006 @ 11:40pm] |
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So, it's Christmas. It's been going pretty good. Last night Austin came over for dinner and he gave me a mushroom spaceship hat. It's really neat and I love it. We had a very tasty dinner, and then cookies.
Then, this morning I woke up at like 8, went and looked in my stocking, found $$, pajama pants, socks, candy, etc. My parents were making blueberry muffins and I still had not wrapped my presents. So I crawled into bed with my sister, woke her lazy ass up, and then threw the 2 gifts I had into a bag (hand blown (by me of course) shot glasses for Chris and Daphny and season 1 of Quantum Leap for my dad). Everything else is locked up at Public Glass in San Francisco.
So we ate muffins, and my mom was all like, Hey Chris and Daphny are gone! And for some reason nobody thought to check, we all just trusted her (I guess his car was gone)? So I went back to sleep, and then my father and Carol found them. It was really dumb. Anyways, then it was present time, hooray! Christmas was very nice this year. Food+Presents+Family=Awesome
A List Of Gifts Recieved:
-True Stories (The Talking Heads Movie)
-Feelings by David Byrne (listening to right now, it's awesome)
-Harvest Moon DS, Yoshi's Island DS, and Cooking Mama DS
-Spy Fox: Operation Ozone (I beat it already)
-Black and Red Converse
-Socks?!?
-3 T-Shirts, all awesome
-A Bike From My Sister
-A Curling Iron
-More $$$ From My Gramma
-A new phone
-More pajamas
So yeah, that's my Christmas. Pretty great. Thank you world. <3!
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[December 14th, 2006 @ 11:11pm] |
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So, I'm pretty fucking depressed. My back and neck hurt. My arms hurt. My feet hurt. I'm not enjoying all this pain. I was about to smoke some weed to get my mind off of it, but then I had to leave. I haven't been to school in a few days, I'm very upset at them. I'm going to try and get into Vista and finish up there. I just can't stand Robertson and all the idiots there. The amount of cool people are too small compared to the jackasses. Even the teachers are fucked up.They treat me unfairly, act like I'm incredibly rude even though most of the students treat the teachers and everyone like shit. The difference between me and those students is that they aren't expecting it from me, so when I do it, it is not okay. It's bullshit. There's all these double standards. Then the administration tells me that I have to learn how to deal with people I don't like and I hate that. I hate everyone telling me that I have to deal with a world that's gonna make me miserable and angry all the time. Because I don't. I won't. I'll live another way. I don't need to do it in their way. I can find my own way.
I'm worried about college. I don't think I want to go. Everyone says it is better than high school but I dont know if I believe that. Everyone says a lot of things. And at the same time they tell me things like, "You'll have to deal with college professors you may not like if you want to go to college," etc., etc. Way to motivate your fucking students. Imply that it's never gonna get any better and I'll have to deal with this shit my whole life.
I know it could be much worse. At least I have people who support me and make me feel better. But they can't always be around and they don't make it 100% better... good things can't completely get rid of all the bad in the world. Sometimes I just let it bug me too much. The world and all that. There are so many bad people. I need to surround myself with good people, and avoid bad people as much as I can.
Another problem is the difficulty is distinguishing between good and bad people. Some people are obviously good. Tayler comes to mind, she is basically the definition of a good person. Then there's Austin, my mother, Vanessa, and others. Then there's the obviously bad people... they need not be mentioned. But it's the gray area that confuses me. There's some people I know are bad, but then there are others I just don't like. This doesn't make them bad, it just makes them... not good. I don't know.
In other news, Saturday will be one week since I've hit a cigarette. Wish me luck guys.
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